Strange feelings

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I always knew I had problems but  it took me a while to figure out what they were. My inability to sit still for too long, and low tolerance for too much movement. The anxiety being in a crowed ,noisy room gives me yet still  How silent rooms make me over think and cause myself pain the same way.being semi antisocial and awkward but having such a strong desire for companionship snd genuine relationships. I long to be alone but I am lonely..I want to speak less but silence suffocates me. I want to be seen but I hate being looked at. Is there anybody else like me ?

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